don't leave ...please

i remember that day

you saw me and smiled and did that over exaggerated wave we always used to do

and i was happy

just because of that



i remember the times

we talked all class, shared inside jokes,had the dumbest conversations, and laughed way too

loud

i used to look forward to that



i remember the days

when we messed with each other. you always flipped my hood over my head and someone

asked why and you said

"its kinda our thing"



i remember those moments

where we stared into each others eyes for no reason at all and you asked "so which eye do you look into, left or right?"

i never thought about it before



i remember the time

you talked to me everyday and somehow i knew you cared and everything was so carefree

and i was glad you were in my life



i remember what it was like

to lean on your shoulder; to be in your arms. you made me feel like everything would be ok.

i miss that



i remember what happened

when we walked by each other in the hall and didn't say anything. when i saw you and our eyes met, staring at each other, and we said nothing. when we stopped acknowledging each other...

what happened?



its not good bye

not yet

i just never knew how much i was afraid to lose you